Mark was sick this last week-just a two day, miserable bout
of fever, dehydration, and stomach issues. As I nursed him (to the best of my
ability) hour after hour and all through the night, I couldn’t help but think
of the last time I had taken his temperature every few hours, walked with him
to the restroom every half hour, and cooled his feverish skin with cold
washcloths. My, how things have changed. Thank God, thank you God, for your
protection on that little island in the big Pacific. From multiple foot
infections, eye ulcers, heat exhaustion, and dehydration battles….I am, again,
so aware that we were not on our own. I am so thankful that we can walk and see
and that beyond a few very uncomfortable days, we were (and remain) incredibly
healthy. (Also thankful that our bathroom is attached and inside of our
apartment, for amazing air conditioning, and the gift of cold, refrigerated
water to drink!)
Not only did God protect us, he used us (yes me!) to nurse
others. When I think about the amount of times I looked out our (perpetually)
open doors and saw a huddled mass bringing a bleeding student, neighbor, kava
bro, or church elder to my house….crazy. My heart would immediately sink to my
stomach, as I grabbed every medicine, ointment, and bandage we owned. From
busted heads to machete hacked feet, back pain, tooth aches, and infections….I
have never practiced as much “nursing” as I did in Tonga. Again, thank God,
that my poorly wrapped bandages and suggested doses brought healing and
comfort.
As I think and hope and plan about my time in Thailand, I am
reminded of my unexpected (and yes, often unwanted) role as a nurse in Tonga. I
often felt inadequate and scared, even by the simple task of cleaning a wound.
But I was the only one with first aid materials-and the nearest doctor a good 2
hour boat ride away. So with prayers on my lips, and tentative hands-I did what
I could, what was needed.
Praying now to be willing in whatever way I am needed in/at
here in Thailand. I pray for courage to do the things that intimidate me. For a
happy heart to do the things I’d much rather not spend my time doing. For a (perpetually) open door that tells my
new friends, co-workers, neighbors, and whoever else that comes into our lives-
that they are welcome. That we will drop everything, always.
Still learning from
our little island on the edge of the world,
Lisi
:-) miss you!
ReplyDeleteWow...thanks for sharing. Whenever I come across your blog, I am touched, and it brings tears. I love your prayer at the end...it is my prayer too. I love the way God used you in Tonga, and pushed you way beyond your comfort zone and abilities. A great reminder of how He likes to do it best and what brings Him the most glory. Praying for you in Thailand...can't wait to hear how God uses you there!
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Thanks Diane! Blessings on you! (I am looking forward to seeing more Dahlin wedding pictures on facebook soon!)
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